First Impression

"Honestly my first impression  about you was. you're 'suplada'. ", "You're spoiled brat" etc. and etc. These are only of the few things that I would often hear from people every time I would ask them about their first impression about me. Oh well, nothing can change that though. But the only think I know that I can change this is to prove to them that I'm not one of those things that they were mentioning.

Last October 10, 2013 we were  asked to read some of out palancas or letters from our own friends and most of them told me about their own first impression about me. And yes, most of them are negative. Well, that's ok, I guess I understand their case because for one reason, I don't really smile to strangers especially when I don't feel you or I don't really think that I should be that close to you. Or most probably every time I would look at you, you would probably think that I'm mad at you especially when I would look at you up and down silently.  Anyway, all I can say is. Don't be afraid I'm I don't eat humans & I'm not that strict if you really think I am. :)

Balance

I remember those times where I prioritize my fan girl life than my studies. And all my hard work  just went down to drain and when I received my card, all I did was to cry my heart out and blame myself for not giving my best and would regret things. But that, happened last year. In short that was in the past. And now I've moved on.

Now I’m in my last year of high school back last summer I was planning my schedule the whole school year. I learned my lessons from last year. I don’t want to repeat it once again. So there I was, made my schedule that studies first before fan girl life. I can “spazz” every night as long as I studied my lessons and finished my homework and duties as a learner. I even made my own passing mark. Instead of 65%, my passing mark was 80% which I passed (my standards in some subjects) and is happy for myself. Card Day arrives and there I saw how I performed for the past more or less 3 months. I was happy for my grades that I even cried for it. All those sleepless nights understanding and internalizing those lessons and sometimes I would sacrifice my fan girl activities were all worth it! Also, I made my parents proud which I’m happy for it.

Now, second quarter starts, I increased my standards once again since I’m not satisfied with my grades in some subjects. And yes, I’m pushing my limits. I won’t rest on my laurels for this school year (mind set)  This is my last year I need to prove to myself, my teachers and my parents what I got. What I have in store and make them proud of me. I’ll show them what’s the product of they have planted in me and I should NOT put their trust and expectation to waste.

Overall, BALANCE is really important in one’s life especially you’re in both worlds (fan girl and student). You can’t have them at the same time. You really need to sacrifice one thing in order to achieve the other.  And balance is one of those million keys that can lead you to success. 

Card Day

*long post (?) ahead* ^^
Card day = Dooms Day

That’s the usual name for Assumption’s card day. But I guess its name changed once again. Since I heard some learners from lower years call it “The Conjuring” (to those who watch the movie can relate to this). To be honest I don’t know why learners and even I, myself calls it dooms day. Well most probably, it’s time to face the truth and present our final work to our parents.

A while ago, I was really nervous that I almost dug my grave. Don’t get me wrong! Probably, because I know I didn’t do my best in Filipino. ( it didn’t meet my standards) and add to that, I asked my mom to get my card first but sadly among the three of us I was the last one to who get to see my card and another additional. Mom talked to some of the teachers regarding the grades of my brother so, another torture for me. Oh well that’s ok J at least I get to see my card right?

Here’s the moment when mom gets to sign the attendance sheet and receive my card. Believe I was praying silently that I didn’t receive MS or moderately satisfactory. Thank the heavens and I didn’t receive one. Probably as a sign of relief tears came out (you may call it tears of joy hahahah!). I was really happy for my grade. I’m also happy that I made mom so proud of me! And that I can balance Kpop and studies. (HA! Take those haters just because I’m a kpop fan I would receive low grades? Oh come on! xD time to eat your words dears)

I talked to some of my teachers for example Mrs. Gabanes to confirm if I really receive this grade for real!  Because I was expecting an MS from her since I didn’t pass some of her quizzes which is quite disappointing but she said she lowered down some of the total scores for the sake all of us can pass her subject. Thank you for that miss! I also talked to my adviser Sr. Lourdes for my immersion this October (ok this is out of topic). And I also talked to my journalism teacher Mr. Gerano. I asked him if where should I improve more and he told me and my mom my percentage. (That was really embarrassing! Don’t remind me of my quizzes next time. Please! xD) 

Now, I know my flaws and I should really work hard on it. MUST. NOT put the hard work of my parents to waste. Even if I really need to burn my candles I’ll do it. I also remembered what Mrs. Gabenes told me that I should not put the trust of my teachers down and I should keep up my effort. I’ll always keep that in mind miss!

Let me end my blog with a quote from a KPOP idol (the reason why I study hard) “If you’re don’t get good grades, don’t think about liking me. Even if EXO seems like the most important thing in the world right now, after a while you’ll regret it. You’re in your last year of school now and  it may be the most important period of your life so rather than us, focus in your studies and we can meet again after you and I are proud of.” (Exo-K Kai)

This second quarter, I'll try my best to increase my grades (will surely push my limits this time) and will make my parents, facilitators, friends and even idols proud. ^^

Here's the picture of the idol

(c) watermark! ^^

the dancing machine of EXO-K 

The Conjuring

The Conjuring One of the movies that scared the hell out of me to be honest.. T^T. That movie's scarier than the movie we watched on Nang Jessica's birthday.. forgot the title of the movie.. but it has the character named Natre and it's a Thai movie xD HAHAHAHAH!

Anyway, that movie's scary why? because it happened in REAL LIFE! oh come on.. who wouldn't be afraid because of that... and come to think of the possibilities... (ok that's kind of nega :( ) BUT STILL! 

What I hate the most (scene/s) in the movie... THOSE SCENES THAT INCLUDES SLEEPING! I'm serious... I really hate it.. AND the "Hide and clap" scene T^T 

Ok enough of this The Conjuring topic. :)

sorry don't have the guts to upload some pics related to the movie

Good night guys!! /leaving the lights on/ xD 

September 7

Guess what.. another Kpop Concert here in PHILIPPINES!!! And it’s in Araneta Coliseum. Too bad that concert’s good for only 3 hours.. L BUT STILL!!! YOU GET TO SEE EXO-K, SHINEE AND DAL SHABET LIVE.  Already ask my parents especiall my dad regarding this matter and he said he’ll try and I should wait for August 14 for the update. Oh heavens please allow me. Nah, just kidding. There’s nothing wrong if I can’t join my fellow Kpop fans anyway ^^. But if the heavens will give it to me well THANK YOU! And if not I know there’s always something in store for me  

if God will allow me to watch this concert Thank you! and hopefully I can take pictures from the concert and upload it here ^^ 

here's the ticket pricing

SVIP (PT Standing) -    12 720 PHP 

VIP Diamond (PT Seated) - 12 720 PHP 

VIP Platinum (LB VIP) - 11 130 PHP

Platinum (LB Regular)- 10 070 PHP

VIP Gold (UA VIP)- 6 890 PHP

Gold (UA Regular)- 5 830 PHP

VIP Silver (UB VIP)- 4 770 PHP

Silver (UB Regular)- 3 180 PHP

General Admission (GA)- 1 275 PHP

cr: http://www.etix.com/ticket/online/performanceSearch.jsp?performance_id=1742210 ^^

Death

Death.  Scary right? Well, what are we expecting, I mean everyone fears Death. No one can avoid or run away from death. And NO ONE can destroy death.

Yes. Death can be the reason of our depression. But look at the brighter side death can give happiness to especially to the people who are suffering I’m not referring to the suicidal. I mean the people who are suffering sickness for months and years. I know death will separate us from love one. But you know what we can still communicate to them through our prayers and sometimes dreams. J and come to think of this guys if these people who are suffering died you should be happy for them why? Because they will NEVER experience suffering and pain! All they will experience or feel will be happiness and other positive vibes.

Death. We can treat is as our friend or foe but always remember. NO ONE can escape death even in your dreams ^^